Devasted

[SaadBell 0]

I am asking you all for your prayers, something last week happened in my life that has forever changed me. It has nothing to do with my husband or my love for him, he has no idea, and I don’t even have the words to say what happened. My marriage is fine as far as I know, but after this incident I trust nothing anymore. It has nothing to do with sex or infidelity, so it is nothing even remotely like that. It is something I have witnessed and for the first time, I have woken up to the fact of, there is no human rights in America. What I witness, and experienced, forever shaken the very things I thought I loved about my country. I have even thought of just up and leaving my birth land. When this happened in that moment my husband was like a dream, a fantasy so far away. I felt so helpless and scared, I hope to never feel that again in this life time.

[Dr. A ♥ O 203]

Dear God,

Please bless and protect Ganja Girl and bring her peace of mind with grace and ease.

Amen

[RAKASA 0]

I am so curious.... but I hope you find peace and can move on from this incident w/ greater strength than you had before.

[Ban Hammer 12,836]

[Jenn! 918]

What happened?

[*JG* 2]

Whatever it is, I'm sorry for you. Please know not everyone is the US is as terrible as what you must've experienced.

[Nutty 2]

Well, what happened????

As for leaving the USA....I've long come to the knowledge the USA isn't all its cracked up to be.

[Zee Bee 61]

Whatever it is that happened to you, I hope and pray you can heal from it

Edited February 5, 2008 by ZeeNusah

[Imua 0]

Well, what happened????

As for leaving the USA....I've long come to the knowledge the USA isn't all its cracked up to be.

[milwaukeegirl 0]

No country is perfect. There are always people who do cruel things, regardless of what nationality they are.

[dillydally 0]

omg... i pray it is not what i am thinking and i pray Allah will give you the strength to get through this hard time... please PM me or let me know if you need anything

[FaSa2008 0]

you are in my prayers I hope u can overcome it! Ive seen many things in this country ! its sad!

If u need to vent u can send me a message dont hesitate!

Edited February 5, 2008 by FaSa2008

[Nagishkaw 510]

Dear God,

Please bless and protect Ganja Girl and bring her peace of mind with grace and ease.

Amen

Just keep trusting the omniscient, omnipotant, and omnipresent God.May His grace and faithfulness carry you through these times of hardship and give you peace.

Amen and Ameen.

[Aymerlu 3]

[SaadBell 0]

Thank you all for your kind words, I am no longer working at my job, that I loved and worked hard at. I had to make a very hard decision, I know that something was done, and it was done wrong, and will be covered up unless I speak out. I made this decsion over much thought, knowing they will most likely drag my name in the mud. I live in a very southern town, family is well known, I am the black sheep. I am sure my marriage will come up in this process, "her poor mama, she ran off and married an Arab man," I will be the local entertainment for my town for a while. I have some very close friends, and sadly we must be careful so they don't lose their jobs. I have seen what the government can do, what happen to our rights in this country? I haven't even told my husband any of this, I mean I just am in shock right now, and taking one day at a time. Keep me in your prayers!!!!