I lost my mother and feel empty inside..

[bassel15 0]

Hello everyone hope all are doing well...I know it's been a very long time since I have posted but have been really busy...I need to vent to someone I feel so lost and alone right now....I lost my mother last Monday...her death was so unexpected...each day gets a lil better but today I really feel empty with out her...I use to call her every morning while we drank coffee...we talked about how she was feeling and how much I missed my husband and wished he was here with me...then she would make me laugh and I would say to her how much I loved her...then later she would tell me how she wished Ahmed was here with me...and I would then say me too momma me too...then we would hang up to make breakfast...lol...but there were those mornings when I would go to her house and visit her for hours...we would drink our coffee and talk about anything really...just being there with her made my day...I will miss her so much...she was a great woman...so many people were touched by her good heart...and she never closed the door to anyone...always she opened her door to those in need...and I use to say to her "mother why do you help them.. you know they are never going to pay you back" then she would say to me "I know honey but God will pay me back"... I can say that she was someone I looked up too and I want to be that kind of woman...okay thank you for letting me vent...and I hope you understand my words...Bernice

[Niels Bohr 72]

RIP!

Go out and hang out with a friend. That'll help you with the transition rather than couped up inside the house.

[Marilyn. 340]

so sorry for your loss

[FauxExtrovert 9]

Hello everyone hope all are doing well...I know it's been a very long time since I have posted but have been really busy...I need to vent to someone I feel so lost and alone right now....I lost my mother last Monday...her death was so unexpected...each day gets a lil better but today I really feel empty with out her...I use to call her every morning while we drank coffee...we talked about how she was feeling and how much I missed my husband and wished he was here with me...then she would make me laugh and I would say to her how much I loved her...then later she would tell me how she wished Ahmed was here with me...and I would then say me too momma me too...then we would hang up to make breakfast...lol...but there were those mornings when I would go to her house and visit her for hours...we would drink our coffee and talk about anything really...just being there with her made my day...I will miss her so much...she was a great woman...so many people were touched by her good heart...and she never closed the door to anyone...always she opened her door to those in need...and I use to say to her "mother why do you help them.. you know they are never going to pay you back" then she would say to me "I know honey but God will pay me back"... I can say that she was someone I looked up too and I want to be that kind of woman...okay thank you for letting me vent...and I hope you understand my words...Bernice

I'm so sorry for your loss...with time the feeling will get better

[Twisted K 2]

[bassel15 0]

RIP!

Go out and hang out with a friend. That'll help you with the transition rather than couped up inside the house.

Thanks for that advice the only bad thing is I work at home...I run my own lil daycare here and I work different hours...but I guess I am feeling so alone cuz my sisters all had to go back to their lives you know...time will pass and I'm sure things will get better...I just have to be strong...

[Calypso 465]

May she rest in peace.

[IR5FORMUMSIE 850]

Hello everyone hope all are doing well...I know it's been a very long time since I have posted but have been really busy...I need to vent to someone I feel so lost and alone right now....I lost my mother last Monday...her death was so unexpected...each day gets a lil better but today I really feel empty with out her...I use to call her every morning while we drank coffee...we talked about how she was feeling and how much I missed my husband and wished he was here with me...then she would make me laugh and I would say to her how much I loved her...then later she would tell me how she wished Ahmed was here with me...and I would then say me too momma me too...then we would hang up to make breakfast...lol...but there were those mornings when I would go to her house and visit her for hours...we would drink our coffee and talk about anything really...just being there with her made my day...I will miss her so much...she was a great woman...so many people were touched by her good heart...and she never closed the door to anyone...always she opened her door to those in need...and I use to say to her "mother why do you help them.. you know they are never going to pay you back" then she would say to me "I know honey but God will pay me back"... I can say that she was someone I looked up too and I want to be that kind of woman...okay thank you for letting me vent...and I hope you understand my words...Bernice

Bernice I pm'ed you.

[one...two...tree 2,762]

My condolences to you and your family.

[mrs. wife! 3]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

I can imagine how sad you must be! Hang in there! I'm sure all she wants it to see you happy.

[bassel15 0]

Thank You all really from the bottom of my heart thank you....

[Dave and Helena 0]

So sorry for your loss. I can't even begin to imagine how hard this must be for you. Remember the good times and the love you had for eachother. She will forever be alive in your heart.

[Kiv 32]

I am very sorry for your loss, I know how you feel, only time will help you to feel better, eventually you will find peace. A big hug for you and your family.

[PhiLandShiR 18]

In time it will get better, Hang in there.

Take comfort in knowing that she rests easy in the hand of God for all her good works.

-P

[justucia 0]

she sounds like she was an awesome woman

im sorry for your loss

love and light