September 2009 K-1 Visa Filers

[A + M 29]

I think we may be cancelling our petition...it seems so weird to say after my previous post from last night, but it's true...right now I can't do anything but cry.

OMG !!! What happened ??? !

[Ney 0]

Kayla I don't even know what to say. I hope everything works out for you both.

[paciencia y fe 2]

I think we may be cancelling our petition...it seems so weird to say after my previous post from last night, but it's true...right now I can't do anything but cry.

what??? kayla sweetie what happened??

[kjenkins86 5]

Kayla: you've posted plenty a times how much of a sweetheart your fiance is and I'm sure you mean it. Therefore I hope that whatever it is you can both work it out and move on. I myself have been through hell with my fiance and if I tell you half the stories you would ask me why did I even file for a petition. However, people do change and I love him and wouldn't trade him for another man.

So again, I hope you and Matthew can work it out...

[Maggie_Kenyth 1]

Kayla..are you okay?!?

[Seb928s 2]

What happen? I'm sure you guys can work things out. We all have a bad day once in a while and can set us off. Most important part is talking to one another.

On another note this morning I was at my credit union and just waiting in line when some lady out of the blue just looked at me and said "Don't worry it's going to be ok" and kept on walking. I been thinking and starting to worry about bit next Tuesday Joanna has her medical and then next Wednesday is her interview at the embassy in Poland. Weird.... Do I look that tired of this paper work? haha

Also I just found out that my parents are going to be in Paris,France for New Years. My brother staying in the England for New Years and I'm stuck here for away from everyone that I love. Hey atleast I'm in Florida

Edited December 31, 2009 by Seb928s

[brightskte 18]

Things are a bit better today, I guess. I love him so much you guys just don't even understand. He's my whole reason that my heart beats. I live and breathe to love him. But sometimes...things happen and he says the most insensitive things. I know that he doesn't mean to. The language barrier gets in the way. But my feelings still get hurt and I have a temper. Afterwards he'll always send me a big email about how he doesn't know what to do when I act this way, yadda yadda and it makes me feel like it'd be better if we weren't together. Then I wouldn't hurt him anymore. But he hurts me too. Neither of us are very good at expressing ourselves when we're hurt or angry. I just know that I love him enough to let him go if it means I wouldn't hurt him anymore. I'd walk through fire before I'd hurt him.

A lot of my problem comes from our past together. We broke up once before because of a stupid girl that threatened to kill herself if he didn't. So he did and we were both tortured being without each other, but stayed apart for 4 years. You could tell when we talked that we really wanted to be only with each other. But now that we are back together whenever we fight my initial and immediate reaction is to leave before I'm left. What happened to me in the past hurt me so deeply that I'm still trying to get over it fully. The past is the past and I know that, but it doesn't take away the pain that I feel. But most of the time I'm happy and so grateful to be in love with him. It's only when we have arguments that things come back to me. It's like a panic attack, I can't describe it.

But the wedding seems to be on now. I just got my shipment of 2400 rose petals in so I'm picking them apart as we speak. I left work early because I was so sick.

[Jenn and Fuat 2]

Things are a bit better today, I guess. I love him so much you guys just don't even understand. He's my whole reason that my heart beats. I live and breathe to love him. But sometimes...things happen and he says the most insensitive things. I know that he doesn't mean to. The language barrier gets in the way. But my feelings still get hurt and I have a temper. Afterwards he'll always send me a big email about how he doesn't know what to do when I act this way, yadda yadda and it makes me feel like it'd be better if we weren't together. Then I wouldn't hurt him anymore. But he hurts me too. Neither of us are very good at expressing ourselves when we're hurt or angry. I just know that I love him enough to let him go if it means I wouldn't hurt him anymore. I'd walk through fire before I'd hurt him.

A lot of my problem comes from our past together. We broke up once before because of a stupid girl that threatened to kill herself if he didn't. So he did and we were both tortured being without each other, but stayed apart for 4 years. You could tell when we talked that we really wanted to be only with each other. But now that we are back together whenever we fight my initial and immediate reaction is to leave before I'm left. What happened to me in the past hurt me so deeply that I'm still trying to get over it fully. The past is the past and I know that, but it doesn't take away the pain that I feel. But most of the time I'm happy and so grateful to be in love with him. It's only when we have arguments that things come back to me. It's like a panic attack, I can't describe it.

But the wedding seems to be on now. I just got my shipment of 2400 rose petals in so I'm picking them apart as we speak. I left work early because I was so sick.

Glad things are better today. This is pretty stressful as it is... you know I am going through the same stress, but it will all be over soon! Hang in there.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE ( I'm in Las Vegas and hope you are all doing something fun)

[kjenkins86 5]

Great to see that things are better Kayla. I'm glad that you point out that things are only sour when you guys argue, which is quite normal. It would only start to be a problem if you guys start arguing too much...

Everyone: happy new year's and remember that next year we'll all be with our honey!

[Ney 0]

God knows that typing back and forth is truly hard. There is no emotion in the words and it all can be interupted into anything. There is no emotion or meaning behing nothing as we want to say or do. It is such a hard thing to put emotional meaning into a black and white word or something in written script. Nothing seems as we truly mean it to say. Call your loved one on the phone and find out what is meant. Give them the benefit of doubt because it is really hard to show meaning when it comes to font. Try and try agian!!! Please listent to an old lady that has been with her man for nearly thirty years now; listen to his voice (heart) not his typing.

Happy New Year!!!

[brightskte 18]

God knows that typing back and forth is truly hard. There is no emotion in the words and it all can be interupted into anything. There is no emotion or meaning behing nothing as we want to say or do. It is such a hard thing to put emotional meaning into a black and white word or something in written script. Nothing seems as we truly mean it to say. Call your loved one on the phone and find out what is meant. Give them the benefit of doubt because it is really hard to show meaning when it comes to font. Try and try agian!!! Please listent to an old lady that has been with her man for nearly thirty years now; listen to his voice (heart) not his typing.

Happy New Year!!!

We always make it a point to call each other when we're upset. But sometimes he can't find his words and he finds the wrong one. I try to be conscious of it and that he may mess up, but sometimes it just gets the better of me.

I used to love working out, but don't get to go do it anymore. So since I got wii fit I'm going to make it a point to go use that whenever I get upset. This way I can work it off in constructive ways without hurting him or saying something I don't mean.

I really just want us to be together always.

[Ney 0]

Sorry guys, but really men suck at what they need to say or should say and that is fact.

I know this sounds harsh but men really don't commuicate well long distance and many times don't communicate well close up. Reading between the lines is helpful but not always exact. You have to look at a man through your heart and that is the only way to know if it is real or not.

[paciencia y fe 2]

hey there,

just wanted to wish everyone a happy new year!! i wish for every one of us to have a beautiful year with our loved ones. this is our year!

kayla, i am so glad to hear things are better with you guys.

last night and today are hard without my honey. he proposed new year's last year so it's tough not being able to be with him. but, just one week more and we will be together! this weekend i am working on getting all the papers and evidence organized for the interview. i can't believe it's in a week and a half! gotta figure out what to wear, ugh...

hugs to all,

k.

[Seb928s 2]

Happy New Years to all.

We too are having our interview soon. She is going to Warsaw on Monday morning. Medical is Thuesday at 11:00am and the interview is on Wednesday at 9:30am. I'm getting worried about it don't know who is worried more her or me. We both know that it's going to be good at the end. It's on the 6 of January. I can't wait til Wednesday to get it done with so we can start planning our life and we can finally get some sleep at night. Just counting days....

[Gaynto 0]

Happy New Years to all.

We too are having our interview soon. She is going to Warsaw on Monday morning. Medical is Thuesday at 11:00am and the interview is on Wednesday at 9:30am. I'm getting worried about it don't know who is worried more her or me. We both know that it's going to be good at the end. It's on the 6 of January. I can't wait til Wednesday to get it done with so we can start planning our life and we can finally get some sleep at night. Just counting days....

Happy New Year's everyone!

Don't worry Seb928 the interview will go great!! You are almost there!