just sad

[Sinergy 3]

Im just having one of those nights ya know. I havent seen my Edi in a little over a year, and still no NOA2, and ive seen people getting them with NOA1 dates of Nov23. (im a Nov14)

I dunno, i know we all have these days/nights.

Some nights just hit more than others. I just feel so lonely and sad and i literally have NO ONE to talk to about things. So i thought id post my thoughts, now im gonna go smoke a cig and have a good cry.

Hugs to all

Tara

[ceriserose 1]

{{{{{Tara}}}}}

Be good to yourself tonight. I know it's tough waiting, and not every day is a good one. Keep your chin up!

[CarolineM 0]

Tara - I know how you feel. Maybe you should slide up to Jax and be sad with me up here....

It sucks so badly but just think how worth it it will all be in the end - that's how we have to think..

<<<hugs>>>

[MrMrsKnight 0]

Hey.... we all know how that feels. And it doesn't matter how many times you hear this is all gonna be over soon, the pain just doesn't go away completely. But you have good friends here to help you throuhg these rough nights, okay?

I'm sure I'll need someone to cry to every now and then too so I guess this is the right place to look for understanding.

Lots of {{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}} to you!

[Marilyn. 340]

Things will start to look up soon

[aussiewench 9]

to ya girl. Hang in there. Its good to have a good cry...lets out all that pent up emotion.......IMO it not real healthy to keep it all in all the time. We all have our moment. I hope you hear something soon

Lorelle

[Sinergy 3]

karo112 sounds like a plan to me.

Thanks all for the comforting words }HUGS{

[CarolineM 0]

really Tara, I have no life. I was thinking about driving to gainsville to see my bro next Fri.

He plays at the Purple house every fri..I think it's really called Tom and Terry's? He's really good if you like hippy stoner stuff

[Dixie_Peach 1]

Tara

God bless you! I know it is so hard... difficult... torture even. But you are a strong woman. You have come this far in the process... and have not given up. I say treat yourself tonight... cry if you need too... and put on some mood music... when I'm feeling down, jazz and the blues work for me... Leonard Cohen is a good one, so is Bonnie Raitt... and I just take a bubble bath... have a little chocolate... and I write letters to my sweetie. Not sure if that will be a help to you... but keeping busy helps me. Anyways, I'm praying for ya... and cheering you on... we all have those moments... and I'm here for ya if you need a friend!

*huuuuuuuuge hugs*

Blessings,

Lynne

[KarenCee 3]

((((((((((((((((((((((((Tara)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I know the separation is hard. Hang in there hon...there is light at the end of the tunnel. We're all here for you, just remember that.

[daisy16 0]

lotsa hugs going your way

[Sinergy 3]

i always try to keep busy, during the day is easy, got the kids to be with. My daughter is in school all day so im with my 9 month old son, and then my daughter comes home. but after that and they are in bed and snoozin, thats when lonliness kicks in. usually i can watch my programs on tv, but the darn olympics are taking that from me. i think i will try the bath and chocolate sounds way good right now.

karo112 sounds good, we should exchange numbers and see when and where is good.

[CarolineM 0]

def! PM me your e-mail addy

[Sinergy 3]

the other thing bringing me down is in Romania on the 24th is Dragobete, which can be like OUR valentines day, but i dont know, after experiencing it, can be more romantic. its more about the love between the 2 of you rather than gifts and candy and so on. Anyway i wanted to thank everyone for being so wonderful, and i wanted to say i am glad to have such great friends to share tears, pain and happiness! HUGS to all of you.

Tara

[cmartyn 0]

With that double touch Id be all excited and calling the NVC every day.

Good Luck!