Hang in there, doll. I know how you feel, but I always remind myself that falling apart will not help my husband. We must stay strong, and continue to do what you can. It may not feel like it helps much, but at least we tried.
Thank you for the support everyone - I had my moment and now I am trying to pull myself out of it and stay optimistic...Eabbas: I pray that you are out of AP as soon as possible and that your daughter get's well. Your strength is truly inspirational.