Depression

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All the ####### that has been going on in my life for the past 5 months (Immigration, financial problems, my illness...etc), has finally gotten to me. I can barely keep my head up. So many things are just piling up and I cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore. keith works ten hours a day so i am usually alone in my thoughts. I dont sleep at night because I am up with worry, I am always in physical pain because of whatever is wrong with me, my anxiety attacks, our pastor got arrested so our arrangement with being the childrens pastors and not having to pay rent because of it is no longer valid and they are selling the apartment we are currently living in to pay off some stuff, Canada is now demanding money from me because they said they gave me too much money on my income tax and I cant afford it right now, Doctor's bills up the A$$, I havent heard anything about my AOS for almost two months, I miss my family and my friends, I am fighting with my mother, my self-esteem has yet again plummeted, I'm exhausted and stressed out.

I really dont know how to go on.

Sorry for the rambling, I just had to let it out, and Keith is at work so I just posted it here.

[iceyspots 0]

*HUGS* You are free to rant anytime you need..

I really hope things look up for you soon. All these things take a toll on us.

[snz1802 0]

All the ####### that has been going on in my life for the past 5 months (Immigration, financial problems, my illness...etc), has finally gotten to me. I can barely keep my head up. So many things are just piling up and I cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore. keith works ten hours a day so i am usually alone in my thoughts. I dont sleep at night because I am up with worry, I am always in physical pain because of whatever is wrong with me, my anxiety attacks, our pastor got arrested so our arrangement with being the childrens pastors and not having to pay rent because of it is no longer valid and they are selling the apartment we are currently living in to pay off some stuff, Canada is now demanding money from me because they said they gave me too much money on my income tax and I cant afford it right now, Doctor's bills up the A$$, I havent heard anything about my AOS for almost two months, I miss my family and my friends, I am fighting with my mother, my self-esteem has yet again plummeted, I'm exhausted and stressed out.

I really dont know how to go on.

Sorry for the rambling, I just had to let it out, and Keith is at work so I just posted it here.

Stina, Stina, please, don't allow yourself to become so depressed that you can't hold your head up anymore that just isn't good. I know I don't know you all that well, but I know exactly how it feels and I know how hard it can be. When things begin to pile up one on top of the other, you begin to feel as if there is no way out. There is always a way out, you may not see it right now, but it is there. It will appear....you may not know how or when right now, but it will. You are much stronger than you feel right now, we all have an inner strength inside of us that sometimes we are not aware of, especially in our most down times. I have a ongoing problem with depression off and on throughout my life, I am actually Bipolar and have to take medication for it. I have more of a chemical depression problem than situational, but situational problems in my life trigger the chemical problems that i have and it does feel as if you just want to give up. I have learned though you can bring that inner strength that you have inside of you out and use that to help yourself get through the worst of times. I am here if you ever need to talk, just PM me anytime.....

~Stacey

[Jaylen Brit 0]

HUGS Stina - no advice - Im sure you've heard it all hun - just hang in there

[JRluvsLhyn 0]

God is the light

"Life is like a game of tennis; the player who serves well seldom loses...."

[*Robert* 2]

Hang in there.... hope things get better and your life a lot brighter real soon!

[babybunny 2]

All the ####### that has been going on in my life for the past 5 months (Immigration, financial problems, my illness...etc), has finally gotten to me. I can barely keep my head up. So many things are just piling up and I cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel anymore. keith works ten hours a day so i am usually alone in my thoughts. I dont sleep at night because I am up with worry, I am always in physical pain because of whatever is wrong with me, my anxiety attacks, our pastor got arrested so our arrangement with being the childrens pastors and not having to pay rent because of it is no longer valid and they are selling the apartment we are currently living in to pay off some stuff, Canada is now demanding money from me because they said they gave me too much money on my income tax and I cant afford it right now, Doctor's bills up the A$$, I havent heard anything about my AOS for almost two months, I miss my family and my friends, I am fighting with my mother, my self-esteem has yet again plummeted, I'm exhausted and stressed out.

I really dont know how to go on.

Sorry for the rambling, I just had to let it out, and Keith is at work so I just posted it here.

what is depressing you? you are with your husband. I dont know why you are depressed

about these panny yanny issues. stop fightin with your mom - thats insane! there are people on here that dont have a mom or family. your family miss you if you wanna see them then GO. but, your being depressed over bills and #######- things you cant control. you will always have bills and taxes thats life. Your depression will start to get in your marriage. I know your husband want to see you happy. so figure out how to do that.

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what is depressing you? you are with your husband. I dont know why you are depressed

about these panny yanny issues. stop fightin with your mom - thats insane! there are people on here that dont have a mom or family. your family miss you if you wanna see them then GO. but, your being depressed over bills and #######- things you cant control. you will always have bills and taxes thats life. Your depression will start to get in your marriage. I know your husband want to see you happy. so figure out how to do that.

I'm sorry. I just needed to let it out. From now on I will keep my mouth shut.

[babybunny 2]

what is depressing you? you are with your husband. I dont know why you are depressed

about these panny yanny issues. stop fightin with your mom - thats insane! there are people on here that dont have a mom or family. your family miss you if you wanna see them then GO. but, your being depressed over bills and #######- things you cant control. you will always have bills and taxes thats life. Your depression will start to get in your marriage. I know your husband want to see you happy. so figure out how to do that.

I'm sorry. I just needed to let it out. From now on I will keep my mouth shut.

you know what you need to do. you need to do it before it cause problems in your marriage.

gets some pills or something.

[Welshcookie 17]

Hope the clouds begin to clear for you soon Stina

[Melo 1]

Awwwwwwwwwwwww Stina love I can fully empathise with you... just hang in there love ((((HUGS))))

[cheeky^Wolf 0]

what is depressing you? you are with your husband. I dont know why you are depressed

about these panny yanny issues. stop fightin with your mom - thats insane! there are people on here that dont have a mom or family. your family miss you if you wanna see them then GO. but, your being depressed over bills and #######- things you cant control. you will always have bills and taxes thats life. Your depression will start to get in your marriage. I know your husband want to see you happy. so figure out how to do that.

I'm sorry. I just needed to let it out. From now on I will keep my mouth shut.

you know what you need to do. you need to do it before it cause problems in your marriage.

gets some pills or something.

Ever considered a career in counselling babybunny? lol

[*Robert* 2]

what is depressing you? you are with your husband. I dont know why you are depressed

about these panny yanny issues. stop fightin with your mom - thats insane! there are people on here that dont have a mom or family. your family miss you if you wanna see them then GO. but, your being depressed over bills and #######- things you cant control. you will always have bills and taxes thats life. Your depression will start to get in your marriage. I know your husband want to see you happy. so figure out how to do that.

I'm sorry. I just needed to let it out. From now on I will keep my mouth shut.

you know what you need to do. you need to do it before it cause problems in your marriage.

gets some pills or something.

Ever considered a career in counselling babybunny? lol

Would that be "shock" therapy?!!!

[KaiserD 12]

you know what you need to do. you need to do it before it cause problems in your marriage.

gets some pills or something. huh.gif

[CarolineM 0]

Ok pills aren't always the answer...

but, Stina, I am so sorry. I would say start with the thing that is MOST managable and begin with that. Focus on only ONE Challenge at a time, so you don't get overwhelmed with EVERYTHING.

I am so sorry you are going through this