She wants to stay together.
I honestly don't know how you did that, staying together through all that. This has been the longest, roughest 10 months of my life. I have a stepson also. So our issues include everything from parenting to having not much in common to the bedroom. There's a huge values difference that I didn't see before. We're doing marriage counseling and she sometimes goes to church with me, though she's a non-believer, which is another issue. I work all day and am expected to do just as much (or more) as she does at home. Meanwhile, she has no structure to her days and just does what she wants. She hates cooking (so do I) and that's a huge pain point for us. She barely cleans or does anything. I'm supposed to hire cleaning people! Uh, no, not happening. Anyway, many, many issues. So many it's overwhelming. There's days I come home that I don't want to go inside the house.
I spoke with an immigration attorney last week and the news was not good, so I am stuck for now. I can't send her back to Ukraine and there's no guarantee she can stay in the U.S. If she does, she'd have to apply for asylum or TPS and wok permit all over again and I'd have to support her until then. That means we have a lot more waiting to do. We are now in month 8 since applying for AOS and I'm very angry that it's taking so long. No interview scheduled, no nothing. Just sit an wait and struggle financially for months and months. I naively thought this would be a 4-5 month process, which I was prepared for, but not this long.
We discussed it last week and decided to keep trying, but I just feel like we're way too different for it to work long term. For now, just trying to change how I communicate with her to keep the peace. I feel used, I have to admit.