For more context around the situation, at first I wasn’t even considering America, he was going to live here because I am in the benefit group that has no capacity for work and I am also a carer for my father. The rules are a bit weird here, but if you claim carers allowance and get over a certain amount of money generally a month, you can apply for a marriage visa. I thought that these benefits would add up, but because I’m already in receipt of the highest amount, they don’t, which stops me from being able to apply to get married here since I just don’t have the money. So basically my whole plan shattered before my eyes a few days ago and I’m just trying to explore our options, because I can’t give up on being with who I feel is the love of my life. Working would be a very very big ask for my boyfriend, he has bpd, but if it’s the only possibility then he may try his hardest to be able to do something. And I know that people are going to say the two of us are no fit parents, but it’s the only thing either of us have ever really wanted, so if there had been a way for us to be together through that then it would have been ideal, but I’ve got the hope of England still allowing us. Anyway, again thank you for your advice