SACK OF COAL FOR XMAS

[coco's daddy 0]

My baby............ The Baby departed this life in July 2007. Cancer was the cause.

We dated for about 5 years and had only been married since December 06.

I got my Conditional Green Card in 03/ 07.

I filed the I- 751 with the request that joint filing be waived. I had my biometrics done in October 07.

I decided to file this early that way I wouldn't have to relive this over & over again. I'm currently waiting for a decision from the USCIS.

I miss my baby & I hurt so bad. I thought I was starting to feel better until a few days ago. I was driving on the Florida Turnpike when a wave of emotions just hit me like a freight train. I have never experienced such emotional or physical pain for that matter. I don't know whether it had to do with our recent wedding anniversary and the upcoming holidays.

I just had this major melt down....it hurt & I never felt so lonely. My baby bravely endured 2 surgeries, several rounds of radiation & endless doses of chemo... just for it to end this way. Guys it hurts.

I remember the Baby with her short blond & spiky hair, those greenish/ blue eyes & ofcourse her trademark gorgeous, sometimes naughty smile.

[Nagishkaw 510]

I am so sorry. My heart is very sad for you.

[NigerLA 1]

Please accept our warmest sympathy. I don't know or cannot imagine how you feel, but I pray that the Lord keep you and cause his countenance to shine upon at this difficult time.

You are in our prayers.

[chispas 0]

I hear your pain. May it ease

[Mr. Big Dog 10,747]

Total loss for words. Hope you find some peace and comfort soon.