shawnaroxanne

Oh I love that! A few of my friends call me SR so that's perfect. I'm official if I have a rant thread name hahaha. I play several instruments but I primarily play piano and sing! I do "dueling pianos" which is a big thing in America. Taking song requests from drunk people all night long and doing them best you can. That's what I ended up doing on the cruise ship to meet my fiance. But it was in my contract I wasn't supposed to have romantic relationships with any crew members. I don't like rules, obviously LMAO🤣 That math?! Hold on, I'm still evaulating the the 2+2+2, you trying to take my mind off the visa by forcing me to do complex algebraic equations? I need another drink at this rate, TBone. A STRONG one.🤐 "What fee do you pay for these strange things called feelings?" - I need this tattooed on my forehead, its quite philosophical if you truly think about it. Am I stressing myself out for FREE?! Hahahha I'm learning already how things work here.🤣 Bless. This means a lot. My initial petition finally was delivered to the USCIS two days ago according to FedEx. Still awaiting that NOA1 though! But feeling better in a community where others understand me here lol. I feel kinda lame for complaining when so many folks are waiting 12+ months and like two weeks after I sent my application I'm bugging out but this is just such an uncertain process with so many question marks and variances. Then I'm watching politics like a hawk which I've never done, to make sure South Africa is staying off of any "I hate you" lists by our beloved minute maid colored fresh squeezed dictator.😤

Oooh like what? Was thinking of taking up taekwondo I like the kicks but my rage is more muy thai levels 😭 Hahaha I can take jokes! They make me feel better, I can laugh at myself often. I was being really dramatic last night. It does suck but I was in the dark listening to the entire Strange & Beautiful album by Aqualung just sad af 🤣 marinating in my melancholy. Hahaha. The wine made it worse, perhaps I’ll try tequila next time I’ll come in raging like my dad 🙄🙄🤣 im in Cleveland OH, originally from Pittsburgh. I’m a musician I actually met my fiance on the cruise ship I performed on and he worked on as a personal trainer! He’s from South Africa. I sent my petition like 1/22 and my baseline without the visa process is already anxious so this just made it worse 😭 the snowstorm up here halted the delivery to USCIS for now and I recently quit toking so I’m like feeing all these strange things called feelings and I hate them lmao You know what? ChatGPT said something similar. It told me this pain is finite and I’m like looking at the barely available before 2024 evidence of people doing k1 with South Africans and so much has changed I don’t know whether to expect 6 months or 14 😵‍💫 but you’re right. I’m really sorry to hear about your grandfather in law, had you visited him prior to the dementia at all? Or your first visit was during his decline? dementia is such a heartbreaking experience. I think it’s worse than a sudden death. It’s hard to explain unless you’ve gone through it.

I’m drunk and this k1 stuff sucks. I didn’t even get a noa1 yet and my anxiety is through the roof from uncertainty. I just needed a place to say that. Nobody around me understands because nobody is doing it. My friends and family dont get me. So I stumbled into this thread. Gonna try to sleep this off. I miss my fiance so bad it hurts. Like a slow torture.