Sammy0207

Hello wonderful people,how is everyone ?
I'm kinda destroying myself inside out,stressing, losing hair and so on ...
Here is my problem,I am a citizen of Bosnia and Herzegovina,I was 5 years single,I was discovering myself in that period,fixing my problem's, Finding God and so on...
Than out of the blue, I met love of my life... Everything happend so fast and unexpected in my life I still think it is a dream. Right now it is a dream, since visas are nightmares. I was reading so many thing's
and still haven't figured out what is the best option to visit her (she would visit me but I want to please her parent's and prove myself to them). I have a job but most of people in my state work illegaly so i can't prove
that i have a job. I have lot of land on my name, with my brother (it's 50/50) but still that is not enough for tourist visa.
I really don't know what should i do. I wanted to apply for H2B visa but i only have electro-mechanical high school so i guess that is out.
since i'm really in love,I want to be with her, i'm really good with my life in my state, i don't need nothing more. But i was really unhappy man, since i survived a lot of bad thing in my life with girl's (i was in celibate and didnt cared about girl0s at all),losing everything,war,hunger to so many other's..-
Now she fixed me and i fixed her,I could write a novel about her but i'm sure no one here cares about that. Everyone is trying to get help and advices how to be with someone they love and i'm same.
She really want's and need's me as much as I need and love her !
So please help me out, or I might sit on a 16 foot boat and sail to ST. Lucia,possibly risking my life.That's the closest place where we can met!
I also have one more question it goes like this: Is it easier to get touristic visa and visit Puerto Rico because? She has a family there.
Or can i get sponsored by a family and get to school,since i never had a chance for college or something else in my state...
Btw im extremely smart and gifted kid and i know i could achieve a lot in US with her and i never had a chance to do anything in my state even tho i won many reward's.

I also never commited a crime in my life,don't drink and I don't smoke and never used drug's.
Please accept my apology if my english is bad!

Thank's everyone! Wish you really nice and blessed day!


PS: I almost forgot but i never planned to leave my state ever in my life and i had many chances to live in other states of Europe but now... Love is crazy! That's is all what i could say!