Ted and i meet each other in Germany when he came for work, it was crazy the first times he came i was just thinking he is a nice guy, a little crazy but " oh well" just right. Than he came again and again and again for work. We spend much more time together when we went to Berlin and i realized that i probably like him a little more. That was a crazy feeling becouse till then i really did not realized what happend to me.So then he left home and i realized how bad he got me. Even we never toucht each other or kissed each other i was crying when he left. So i was wondering should i send him a letter, does he feeld the same way i did??? Whithout getting answert all these questions i decidet i will send him a letter and let him know what i feel. Wich i never did before. It take him only 14 days and he was back! ;) But we both struggled inside and did not get any further, so we where talking on the phone daily till he tould me he want me to visit him, so i did and till then we have an encredible relationchip and visit each other at least every three month which i think is pretty impressive for this distance. My NOA-1 is through now, i moved back to my parents to save some money becouse this howl deal is already very expansive and we are waiting now. My furnitures are already in his house. Now he is waiting for my doughter and me and we hope we will be there when my doughters school starts, so she want miss something in school. I cant wait to move forward with my new live and pray that we will have us soon.