wat a sad situation u have...:-( but if i were in your shoes, i know its really hard and hurting but i guess u have to give it a try. U said u love him so much, well loving someone is really a gamble if ur not gonna play with it u have really nothing to do... u have to risks atleast and give ur best girl, u would might tell to ur self u fight until the end.... but u have to accept the result of the game wether u win or lose... than doing nothing at all....