while i was waiting for mom, I went net surfing, updated my profile in Okcupid, uploaded recent pictures and answered personality test that day when a message from my boyfriend popped up. He said "hi". He said he's 43, i said to myself he's old for me. (hehe). He asked me if we could talk at yahoo messenger. i said "WHY??" (hehe. kinda hesitant to give him my yahoo ID) he said to exchange pictures and for better way of chatting. me. but to show him i'm respectful and a good person, i gave him my yahoo ID in the long run. I don't want him to think like i'm acting like "pre-madonna" and the "loveliest girl" on earth. so on YM, he told me again his age but he said his looks is just like 30's. hehe. it's true he looks young for his age. we chat a bit. but told him "gtg" suddenly and logged out. i felt bad after doing that. i just did that 'coz mom was already there and in a hurry. for 2 days, i've been thinking about what i did. i didn't want him to feel i bailed coz he's old and i don't like him; stuffs like that. after a night out, i said i'd check my yahoo messenger if he's online. and he was! i was so glad! i had the chance to explain myself. i said sorry. and that's when it all started. we've chat since then. he's a very nice guys, good-hearted, honest and kind. who will not fell in love with him? hehe. at first, he was saying there are lots of things he wanted to tell but he just can't. he said it was so soon. i felt glad with his beliefs coz he's not the other guys i've chat before who said i love you on the our 1st chat. only shows the bad motive. my boyfriend came to my life when i gave up love already. got tired looking for it. he came and made me believe in love again. thanks baby! i love you! we're soon be reaching our 1st anniversary! so glad! so that's it! now, we're continuing our love story. i really hope everything will work out fine and i'm praying he'll be my husband soon.
