CubaAndChill

Hola Chica! I just read your post. hmmm, I am glad that you're surrounding yourself with loved ones,  practicing self-care, taking your time to grieve and eating yummy tacos.  I am surprised of Cubana making tacos but then again somos cubana y bueno sabemos concinar. Now in regards to the MIA Mister All i have to say is que cabezon    que le pasa, men are so slow, espero that he realizes what a gem you are and at least have the timbales to have a conversation with you y no sea cobarde and disappear como si nada.  But if that is his decision, HIS LOSS!!!!!!!!!!!!! and you have everything to gain.  Espero that whatever is holding him back se resuelve y pronto y si se trata de orgullo he is able to realize that the woman that is in love with him is worth that and then some si no se va a quedar solo y con su orgullo. Sounds lonely to me and con el pensamiento de Quizas.  Pero tu pa'lante no marchar atras ni para cojer impulso

I was disheartened to hear all about your current hardships.  It is extremely difficult to lose a family member because that is what our pets are, family.  The issue will lack of communication with your fiancee, I can totally empathize, we to are going thru a extremely frustrating time which makes it difficult to navigate with communication being our current obstacle that is exacerbated by the distance Hay chica, por dios, i too have contemplated on whether to continue this process and praying to God to guide and enlighten me on this path.  This is definitely not an easy situation and trying not to rush into a decision.  The question isn't  IF I love the person, but is it enough. The heart and mind not on the same wave length IS NO FUN AT ALL But I am putting my faith in God and trusting him to lead me down this path. He created the opportunity for us to meet and fall in love, which was a complete surprise especially with someone on the other side of the world, so it is a blessing for i have learned many things in this relationship.  So keeping that in mind although challenging I'm choosing to continue to trust God and be true to myself and that is giving me solace.  So just know you are not alone in this, we are strong women who have decided to take a leap of faith and this is apparently apart of our ride, so hang on, cry, laugh and pray   

Please PM me your WAC number, I'm running a scan right now with the gap in numbers I had. If you PM your WAC number I can see if it's in the batch I'm running right now.