Good morning everyone. I am already now in United Stated of America as K1 visa holder. I just arrived last July 6th and I have been very happy and excited to see my fiance again that finaly we will be together forever for good and to get married. How ever for the past few days since I arrive here yes I am so very happy with him we go out meet his family and everything. But after that suddenly my feelings change and I can no longer feel any happiness and excitement. I have been so stress keep crying always and even hate myself now why this is happening. I know from my heart that my fiance is a very nice and good and respectful man. Nothing is really wrong with him and he is actualy doing everything for me and for both of us. The only problem is I cannot do it yet to get married with him because it was not easy for me to be able to transform and change into wife situation already. He has been divorced twice and I have been single for long with no any in a relationship and no any experience. When I meet him yes I am so happy and excited and wanting to get married and settle already. Now that I know God gave us this chance to be together again my feelings change and no any happiness and excitement anymore to marry him. All I feel now is conscience knowing all the efforts sacrifices and expenses that he have made and done for me to be able to be here in USA. The more that I stay longer here and the more I see his face everyday the more that I am so unhappy and really wanting to go back to the Philippines already and not to marry him anymore. I have approached him already about my feelings and I have ask forgiveness already that I know in my heart I cannot really make it yet to be able to transform into wife and that is why I have decided already to go back to the Philippines as soon as possible when I can have my flight ticket because the more I stay here see him and esp talk to him the more it become harder for me and I am tired of crying and I cannot sleep at night anymore and not even eat well because of my conscience and everything. The problem is he said he cannot affors yet to buy me a plane ticket going back home which I cannot wait anymore huhuhu please help. . Also my concern why I posted here is is there any possibility yet that my american fiance will still be able to petition me back incase that we will still love and continue our relationship?? Or can he still petition another woman incase we will be totaly decided to break up?? Please help. . . Thank you and God bless. .
Riza D reacted to missjane in K1 visa decided not to marry anymore and go back to the Philippines