monab28

I am trying to be strong. He keeps calling me,and when I see his number coming on the screen,I am having panick attacks. I can't breath ,I can swallow,my mouth gets dry,my heart goes crazy and if I will answer,I think I'll have no voice.I have friends,thank God,that I couldn't stay in touch too much,because he was controlling my phone. I was afraid to go on the internet,while in his house,because he might check the history. I asked a friend to do it for me,she went to a lawyer and he said if I can stay until the interview,fine,if not,to leave and not to put my life in danger. That's what I did. I try to show him that evrything is ok,everyone has bad days(all his days are bad) and I put togheter what I could find. He has a black carry on,full with documents. I didn't know when he will come ,so I grab only what I could. I wanted to go with the police,but then he will know. Is it VAWA ,100%,confidential? What if they'll send by mistake a letter there? And can you tell me ,what is the fee to file? Thank you all,so much.