So sorry to hear this. We hope and pray you find a way out and get your dreams become reality. Stay strong and let your love for each other see you through this period.
This is a feeling I am too familiar with. Our K1 was denied few weeks ago after three interviews. I know the pain and the devastation. Stop and retrieve and give yourself time to heal, so you may move beyond this. With pray, love and patience you will get through this too.