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camifree

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    camifree got a reaction from Randyandyuni in I think I'm moving back to my country   
    Well, a little update....
    I might not be going back to Venezuela, but instead moving to another state here where I have more friends and some family. I know the situation is bad everywhere, but at least it wouldn't be so drastic. I have thought about it thoroughly, and I have read your posts and opinions. My friends insist on receiving me in their house while I find a steady job and a place for myself, and they need a hand with their little baby. I think I can help them
    I found an organization that receive furniture as a donation for their rehab patients... I'll be glad to help others, because honestly, I don't think I can make too much money out of it. And they come and pick it up and everything. Let's see what happens....
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    camifree got a reaction from user19000 in I think I'm moving back to my country   
    Hi all,
    I'm sure I'm not the only one who has been through this, but I need some advice and that's why I post today. I moved to the USA very in love, with so many good expectations and illusions, thinking it would be time for me to build my family with the man I loved.
    We're good friends now, but we got divorced this year. After a lot of pain and a long process, we are divorced. We were married for less than 3 years.
    I have tried a lot of things in order to continue my life here. College (couldn't afford it), jobs (couldn't keep them for different reasons)... I also had another relationship, a short one, it didn't work. So I feel like I've been pushing and pushing a situation that is definitely not working for me. I don't belong here. I miss my family, my friends, my country (in spite of all the problems there). What the heck am I doing here?
    I live alone, in a small studio with my doggy Frida. I told my father today that I want to go back, I cannot deal with this anymore. I know life is tough for everybody, but I cannot let it go to the point that I prefer I was dead. I'm depressed, I don't feel like getting up, I don't know a lot of people, I've gained weight... I could complain all day. However, I have health (thank God), I'm young and I really want to save my life and stablish myself somewhere. But not here.
    I don't know what to do with my things (bed, sofa, dressers, dining set, pots & pans, china, silverware, books) in order to move. I'm scared of having to do all this by myself. Anyone has any idea of what would work to get rid of all the things that cannot come with me?
    I'm sorry about the venting. I know there are people with much worse problems, but this is what I'm living right now. I cannot take it anymore. Loneliness is killing me.
    Thank you for letting me share my feelings.
    Cami.
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