Hello everyone!!
Looks like most of us has made progress.. I am so happy!!
I am moving on friday to live with my honey!! Just wanted to share my thoughts and feelings with all of you "pre moving"..
-I am excited to be with my Paul on a day to day basis now! We can finally start a real life together!!
-I am very sad to leave my family and friends behind.
-I am always wondering about the next step with the AOS
-When am I going to see these people at home again?!
-Are we ever going to move to Sweden?!
-Will I be happy in the US?!
-I love HIM!!!!
-We are getting married soon and my dress isn't even picked out yet!
-How can I cook for 70 people coming to the wedding?!
-How do I display food for 70 people?
All these feelings are so messed up. How can I be happy, excited, scared, sad, worried, at the same time?!?! It does not make any sens to me.. I can barely control my feelings anymore... and then I have a fiance who doesn't really care about the whole wedding stuff - he just want to have a fun party. Everything combined just drives me crazy!!!
Hopefully everything will all be ok in the end.