QUOTE(dawnnhatem @ Nov 6 2007, 08:07 AM)

Morning!
I figured it was time to take dwn my halloween avatar....but I cant find anything I like that much. Thats all I'm doing for now, just avatar searching.
You can use mine

. Ive got some others Ive been meaning to test drive.
I didnt finish my Monday yesterday, so it continued into today. When I got home from work last night there was an eviction notice in the door. Eviction! OMG! Holy Crap! It says we didnt pay our rent for November! Yes we did! I swear on a stack of Bibles! Panic! Freak out! OMG! I try to be calm, but I cant do that, Im one big bundle of hormones and my fuse is lit. They must have lost the money order, I think. Crap! How can they lose it? I put it in the lock box on the 1st. Panic, panic, panic. I call hubster and ask him to get a tracer form for the place where he bought the money order. He doesnt understand what it is. The guy who owns the store where it was sold doesnt know what it is either. Hubster wants to know why I need it. I explain. He freaks. He hollers. I cry. He freaks out because I cry. I cry some more because he's freaking out. I freak and cry so much I make myself ill and have to leave him hanging on the phone while I run to the toilet. I get back to the phone, he's already hung up. He calls 10 minutes later and asks why I hung up on him. Knowing he thinks I hung up on him makes me all weepy again and here we go all over again. After another 15 or so eternal minutes of my explaining through hiccups and sobs that Im having a really bad day. He's sympathetic, even though its very clear he still has no clue why Im blowing a gasket. He tells me to calm down and rest, and we'll sort it all out in the morning. Everyone's closed, there's nothing we can do in the evening, it's not like they're going to boot us out of bed at midnight. This makes perfect sense, but it doesnt mean Im going to stop having a full-on panic attack. He calls me every hour or two to check on me until I go to bed, which is such a sweet gesture in my mind that, of course, it makes me cry. And he still doesnt understand what on earth is so wrong.

I have nightmares about getting kicked out of the house, locks changed, cant get my stuff, unjustly evicted, paycheck lost, cant pay for so much as a pack of gum, dont have a change of clothes, tossed out on the street, living out of garbage cans, etc. Everything's all wrong. Cant sleep so I pop out of bed at 6:45 and get ready for work, even though I dont have to be there until 8:30 and its barely a ten minute walk. I radiate irrational hormonal vibrations at everyone in a 10-meter radius until the landlord's office opens at 8:30. I descend on them in a panic, stiffling more ridiculous tears, absolutely certain they're not going to believe me and Im about to lose my little crackerbox of a home. Horsefeathers. I show them the MO rcpt and they have my payment right there in front of them. Lovingly applied to apartment 813 instead of 513. *Sigh* talk about making a mountain out of a molehill.