I fell in my kitchen today and looked around afterwards as I sat up and began to think. I don't have a husband that I can call at work to come help me. All I can do is text message or phone card 5000 miles away and he can do nothing for me.... I miss him.. I miss his smell .. his touch.. I miss sitting with him... I miss talking to him face to face.. and walking at night through old neighborhoods with jasmine hanging. And I listen to women complaining about their husbands and I just want to shake them, to tell them they are so lucky to have him by their side



Until you are here with me

Every touch is in my memory

The port, the sand ,the salt ,the sea

The way the air tasted and the night felt

As you walked with me, at night and you held my hand

And jasmine lingered all around us

I miss you so and I want to melt

Into the seat of my car or when I sleep,melt into my mattress

because you are not here with me

My bills frighten me

The USCIS frightens me

They seem like insurmoutable obstacles

But I love you so

I love you so

Even though it makes no sense as to how my heart has attached itself

To other ports, to other time zones, to other streets with foreign names

But I love you so

The minutes matter , the days matter, the months seem like a prison

Christmas becomes my timeline date

The summer becames days till an Noa2

and I miss you baby

Nonsensical and foolish

I miss you so

Even if no one understands

My heart has no limits

And my love no frame of reference

And I will suffer this until I have you by myside

Until I have you here with me

Ouch! Hope you're ok after that spill!

I was kind of hoping for more of the unconcious until i get to NVC but its not working that way

LOL.

I hope you're ok then.

Olivia

Glad you're ok.

There's a pity party next door with lots of "missing him" stuff -- we have a lot of ladies feelin' your pain



-MK

ouchie. hope you feel better. i know what you mean about the possibility of getting hurt and no one around to help. that crossed my mind every time i ran my chainsaw

Reminds me of that Sex and the City episode when Miranda freaked out because she almost choked on her Chinese food and she started having panic attacks about dying alone in her apartment and the cat would eat her face. Not that that will happen to you of course!

Be thankful you have a husband that will be here soon!

SITC!

Glad your ok and that there was no injury from your fall.

I'm glad you're OK, Wahrania. Please take care of yourself. We got our NOA2 today....it feels like a lifetime, I know.

~Erin

I hope you are feeling much better.



AJ1

Wow, that made the waterworks start, but it was beautiful

That was humorous

I hope your feeling better from your fall - - ur words were beautiful - - hang in there - - one day ur man will be with you, the wait well worth it and the days apart will fade into ur memory as you build ur life together................