Zizi's comment about hoping she'll be with her SO by next Ramadan got me thinking about when Mohamed and I will be reunited, inshallah, and how this year, inshallah, will be my last without him.

I'm hoping this is a year of lasts for me.

Last time I'll be without Mohamed for....

Ramadan
Eid el Adha
My birthday
His birthday
Zayd's & Aimen's birthdays
Summer vacations
Cold winter nights when I need a cuddle buddy
Bad days at work
Juicy gossip stories
Days when I just need a hug

and then when he's here, you can't wait to send him back!!! lol just kidding!!!
It will be so great when he's here with you!!! I'm keepin tabs!!

amal

awww...inshallah hun.

I hear what you're saying... and I looked forward to them too before I moved here.

But, unfortunately, once living here, I now have to endure missed occasions with my family and friends I left behind in Canada.

It's kind of a catch 22!!!!

Best wishes.

Already missed:

My Graduation, our best friend's graduation....

My brother's wedding is in 25 days and he won't be here...

don't want to miss:

our birthdays
our New Year (in March)
Ramedan (he fasts everyday of the month... I can only fast few days)

EVERYDAY of our lives together

the last year of pain and lonely tears...

I feel you, Jean.