I know now how it feels to have unconditional love for someone and to have it recipricated back to you.
I know now how Euphoria feels like....
MY FEAR....I fear for my fiance's upcoming interview with the consulate. Why??? Because I want badly for the interview to be a success. I fear the interviewer, because I do not know what kind of mood he or she will be in, or if I annoy him/her in any way. I fear that some vital document may be missing on the day of the interview or some question may not be answered to the liking of the interviewer. I fear the interview because it is such a long process to get to this point and you think that you are finally there but anything can happen. I BASICALLY FEAR THE UNKNOWN
MY TRUST...... Although, I may fear because I am human, with human thinking capabilities and limited in my power and the power of control of others. I WILL LOOK TOWARDS GOD FOR DELIVERANCE... A higher power who have gotten me to this point, first I sent in the I-129F petition, got the NOA2 approval and now the interview...the Saga continues, it is a process and everyone moves in their own pace and stages.... everyone's story is different but we all have one agenda and that is to finally be able to be legally united with our loved ones.
I know God's time is the best time so I will look to him to deliver me. I believe this is my time now, my moment in glory, I am crossing to a new chapter in my life so I am going to sleep over this fear and let God turn it into Confidence, Love, Opptimistic, Joy and Happiness.
