Hi everyone.

Thanks for all the PMs, texts and calls to check on me. I'm okay. I have been hesitant to post because I felt that I would be admitting defeat by doing so.

A and I had the most amazing time in Canada together. I started off very disgruntled about having to travel to colder weather (I am SO NOT a cold weather person). Well, once I got over that, I was able to actually enjoy being with him again. I can't begin to tell you how wonderful our time was together. I will forever cherish those memories.

Unfortunately, our journey is over before it had a chance to begin. We are still very much in love with each other, but sometimes love does not conquer all. We ended on good terms, but with a lot of tears and mutual pain.

I haven't stopped crying yet. I'm trying to find the strength through the toughest decision I have ever had to make.

Please know that I am very happy for those of us that are moving through the process, one step closer to starting your together love. I am sending all my love and prayers for each of you. I may not be on the boards again after today.

Thanks for all of the love and support. I will never forget you guys for that.

Love you!

Jawi876

Hey Jaws baby girl....look at it this way..a no ur time yet when it is nothing can/will stop you....God has HIS plan so no worry...u'll be just fine

Much Love

Oh Jawi, so good to hear from you but still sad at the same time for your breakup..I wish you all the best that life has to offer and I hope to one day meet such an inspiring person. We are all here for you whenever you need us. Everything happens for a purpose. We do not know what God's plan is.

Chin up my dear.

Much love
Claire

JAWI Love!!!! I was just thinking hard bout you today like "where is she? I haven't seen her in forever!"

I sorry to hear about you and A, but I'm sure its the best in the long run for the both of you. Please stop in an say hello to us all, we truly miss you and you are such a vital part of the Yardies...vibe change when yuh guh!

~M.

((((((((((((hugs))))))))))) baby girl. You're in my circle of prayers.

Nov.

I'm so sorry, Jawi.

I've been missing you.

Prayers and hugs to you.

Jawi...Sistren,

I am so very sorry to hear about you & A. I know how you agonized ova this entire process! But Chica, many a time G-d has other plans for us and it is not for us to question, what where or when...but to accept that the Father always has our best interest at heart and will guide us to EXACTLY where we need to be ...with whom we need to be!

Don't forget Babes we are never here to judge you only support...PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DON'T BE A STRANGER!!!

Bless-ed love always ,

Gill

Jawi, I am NOT going to say I'm SORRY.
Because it was for a REASON, and it has made you STRONGER!!!!!!
God has a plan, YOU KNOW THAT....

I can't wait to see the GOOD things that are going to happen to you girl!!!!

You know you can PM me anytime.....

AWWWWWWWWWWWWW ((((((((Hugs))))))))))

Please, please, please JAWI...don't let this setback keep you away from folx who truly care about you!! I know firsthand the devastation one feels when things do not go according to how you envisioned them, but I also know that after time (sometimes a long time), much soul-searching, and prayers, that life can and will eventually turn back to normal. I can say that I am glad that things ended amicably for you two...and who knows, maybe one day right? But like others said, maybe RIGHT NOW just isn't what God has planned for you! Peace and blessings to you. Keep in touch.

Tamisha