paul and i met while playing a video game actually, called battlefield 1942, it's a ww2 shooting game hehe:O my brother got me into it. If it wasn't for him I would have never met paul. Went in the server one day he was in with his clan and we didn't even talk to eachother but played together and the more i did with his clan the more i liked the game and eventually joined the clan and played for a year with them and then we started talking on msn , things progressed and I knew feelings grew for him but was unsure if he felt the same way. well i used to always send him surveys to do , like lil stupid ones and i would find more things about him everyday!:P we talk about everything and anything and I love having someone I can always go to with my problems or just to talk. He makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside! lolo I'm a loser, head over heels some might say!
well on the 28th i sent him one asking him cute lil questions questions like would u date me, kiss me, what would you do if u met me random things, some romantic and waht he thought of me, he wouldnt send me it back unless i did it and sent it to him as well
then we both emailed back to eachother read the answers, seems silly now to tell eachother wih a survey hehe but it worked! and we have been talking everyday ever since , the fist time he came for a week he went to my prom lol
it was great he came in july for a month, then in dec, then this past summer i went over there. I'm very lucky to be able to spend time with him. I love him so much and can't picture my life without him and never want to!!! we have known eachother for over 5 yrs but have been devoted to eachother for 3
and I wouldn't have it any other way. <3
as for the wedding i want a wintery wedding in dec. I love the xmas cheer hehee. Even though its cooold I would love to have everyone together enjoying themselves in a warm cozy wintery atmosphere. It wouldn't be next xmas it would be the xmas after, 09'. and the colors would be navy, silver, white, black . and I keep planning all these things like the way everythign will look and over stress then i need to take a break for awhile lol but i do go on the knot lots it's a great site for ideas. and for the honeymoon hawaii
at this moment i'm just getting excited that he's coming in 13 days hehehehe and having him decorate easter eggs with me lol
ok! i think I wrote enough lol about my lover hehe
and also!! I got a touch again today what would u think its for? I only get touches on sundays! lol
for the day and who will need the most encouragement in a few months time when the list starts to dwindle. (GOD FORBIDS! I don't want to see any january filer left behind.. but if it will be the case, i hope to be there to cheer that person on.... I am crossing my fingers and toes that it wont be me who gets left behind 
hmmmm... just kidding Dawn,... don't mind me, I am just envious
(NO, I would NEVER admit that I really don't know how to make it straight 
But we'll have our days soon .. I hope!
... not the crying smiley, just the hanky it is holding... i'm sure there is still a dry part on it, you can still use it perfectly 
)... but i still praise God that i have internet (albeit lousy connection) whereas people in the remote areas here in my country has not even seen a computer... enough of the ranting...
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